what?

The same problem arises again…

Say out……………………………………

I already gave up on everything.

She kept telling me i have to clear this, clear that asap..

Everyday…

But, there are so many interruptions..

One call can take me 10min, after i put down e phone, it immediately rings again..

and it goes on and on and on….

Then suddenly give me one stack of things ask me find out the past payment..

Suddenly ask me settle a payment…

Suddenly have to find the documents….

I could not do anything that i have to do.

• filling
• photcopy
• matching
• key in
• supp reconciliation
• chase credit note
• look through DO
• settle problem invoice
• payment

Other than the never ending interruptions, i finally started doing filling yesterday and today.

But end up kept being reminded i have to clear other stuffs asap.

And if i clear other stuff, i am being reminded to clear another stuff asap..

I am already doing, i can’t do all at once

But if i don’t do all at once, i am delaying a lot of stuffs and affecting other people’s work

I already given up.

I don’t wanna care anymore.

I just do.

Anyone who remind me to clear stuffs, i only reply an ‘orh’

I don’t even bother to say i’m doing what, i’ll do that when.

I don’t want to say anything anymore.

I just do quietly and cries every night.

There’s no one who can make any thing better.

If i have no studies at hand, i can just simply OT everyday to clear the never ending things..

But the problem is………… i have acca.

It’s so sucks when i read through the magazine that they sent.

Less than 35% passing rate for all the papers that i’m going to take next year onwards.

How should i cope?

Do i really have to make a choice to not continue acca until i leave this job?

I can’t quit now, right?

Can i?

Bringing up resignation will just go through the same thing..

Being called inside, being ‘counselled’

and next month everything comes back the same again.

I’m now even very afraid that i won’t pass the tax exam.

If i don’t OT, don’t come back on Saturday, i cannot do my work, till now i have not match and key in any invoices for OCTOBER leh.

But if i OT, then i’ll be wasting chance to study.

I cannot finish all i should study in a month..

Next week is end of October…

And it’s Nov.. and have to OT for closing and come back on Saturday..

Then after closing, i only left TWO WEEKS…

i’m really worried……………………….

It’s only A taxation this round.

Next half yr is PM & Law..

Apart from both paper’s passing rate is only 20% and 30%, i’m taking TWO.

One paper already let me worried till like hell now, and it’s a paper that i took before in POLY therefore i’m not as worried as other papers..

But, TWO and it’s NEW modules…

I dunno how am i going to cope.

November got to sign up for it.

I have to decide soon…………………………………………..