Wow, so many months never update…
Was deciding to resign after the peak CNY period…
And i did.
I went in with my resignation letter twice, and it was rejected twice.
First time was because my FC wasn’t feeling well so she asked me to tender again today when she can persuade me.
But, today one of e asst.FM went in too…
Then together both of them talk ard 2hrs and doesn’t allow me to resign!
In the end i had to say i consider but i hope the next time i go in they will not persuade me anymore.
Actually i really understand they are very good to me. They want to let me learn full-set, groom me, teach me lots of things.
I know they mean good to me that because they can’t guarantee other companies will give me as much knowledge as they’ll give me. And they really want me to stay so that they can teach me a lot.
I know i resign now because of what the problems that they thought is not sensible.
Becoz of workload— can work together to help me
Becoz of people– anywhere will face problems with people
Becoz of lots of problems– i should stay, overcome n raise those problems if i really can’t solve…
Everything is not an good excuse to leave.
“To Stop Crying”, is that a good reason?
I only know now i don’t care whether i’m doing AP or Full-set or what, i just want to leave……………………..
I don’t want to stay anymore day with all the problem invoices pilling up and i don’t have the motivation to solve them.
I don’t want to stay anymore day to receive anymore calls that it’s so hard to settle them.
I don’t know if i will have a new job.
I don’t know what i’m going to do next.
I just know that i really don’t feel like staying here anymore.
It’s very disappointing that i have these thoughts.
But, i really………………….. sign……………
How can i go in again to resign?
No matter what they kept telling me to re-consider and persuade me..
I really know.. I really know what they meant and they meant good..
If i can, i also wish i could stay on to receive what they planned for me.
BUT, i just want to leave……………………………….
I’m such a great troublemaker for them.
This is the 4th or 5th time my FC spent so much time conseling me.
But, i’m just so weird that i appreciate but i still want to leave!
